The truth behind the gift of human life isn't a path of ease and eternal joy as it may appear.
In
reading the created to be his helpmeet book and understanding that
"Christian woman" are avoiding the aspect of suffering, I can see how
much trouble this is causing in our world. I can see how this causes
trouble in marriage! I can see how this is causing trouble even in my
marriage. I hate facing my feminist MIL and GIL. They dance and
prance in utter disbelief of the verbal words and abuse Ive had to hear
come out of their mouths! They enjoy tieing their tubes and making the
dollar bill easily without children to bear any longer. They enjoy
their death of pleasure. They enjoy television shows while I aim to
train my children to clear the table. I get sick of it! Meekness,
quietness where is it! Why? Why this flesh that doesn't do what it
ought!
I've had two unassisted births that were healthy and
good. It only cost 300$ for first one and under 150$ for a second birth
at home! Had there been a problem, I would have had to go to prison as
woman who have birthed unassisted and baby dies have been known to end
up prison. Home-school persecution seems like a joke compared to this
reality of human suffering although the suffering for teaching children
the truth is more of a long-lasting suffering. I've had a miscarriage
that I chose to carry out in a hospital. The bill to pay doesn't seem
worth it. I wish I would have suffered through it at home and not had
to pay a dollar! I hate the fact that my worries about $ and paying for
the miscarriage are causing me to get angry. I wish I would have just
suffered and possibly even DIED while in the process of miscarriage just
so I wouldn't have to leave the mark of anger over financial worries!
I
don't know about you, but this is truly how God created the
woman.....to suffer for his glory! Had I died in bleeding so
excessively in a second trimester miscarriage, would I have been selfish
for not calling 911 as I didn't want to leave behind a dramatic medical
bill for my husband to pay???????
Yes, I do not
believe in the "quiverful" mentality as it is wrong to produce 8 babies
in the womb while aborting 4 of them........ Its also wrong to bring
unwanted children in the world that are not wanted by the man.
Ok....so
that is a rant, but definitely what a woman MUST be-aware of before
tieing the knot. Suffering will come your way and you MUST suffer
through it! Why make a husband pay a 10,000+ dollar medical bill for a
process YOU can figure out with ones own two hands! Home birth is very
simple and safe as long as your mind is in line with what you are
doing. On the other hand maybe your health isn't good for homebirth
and you must birth c-section in a hospital! Suffering Suffering
Suffering and a scalpel is drawn across the abdomen!
So
who is ready to be married? The woman who is willing to suffer! The
woman who is not willing to suffer is not ready to get
married......ever. Its a battle! Its a battle to die in the place of
an unwanted child brought into being by 1 man and 1 woman. The battle
to gain the meek and quiet spirit in the midst of immoral confusions
that surround us.... must.... be.... won!
The price to
pay for avoiding suffering is the cancer of death. The cancer of
bitterness. The cancer in the flesh in human disease for refusing
children. The cancer of a community torn apart for lack of children
joyfully serving God in Truth! Cancer caused by refusal...... to
suffer.
So where is your attitude? Are you suffering
or are you following the lie. The lies of society, religion and the
cancers of death and immorality? Suffering in the middle of family and
friends spouses who smoke, drink, sexual impurity, mental depressions,
gluttony, pornography and more. The bitterness or the joy??? The
choice is yours. The choice is not easy.
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